ROMANTIC.
Keshia.110191. ♥ 샤이니 ♥ 유키스 Lucifer.
Amigo.
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NOT just Blabbering Nonsense?
5.1.10 Seriously getting sick and tired of this freaking home, so dying to move out immediately. Wondering why are my parents so different from others? Logically, parents should give what their child wants but not child giving their parents what they want. Always asking the same questions, and trying to get benefits and taking advantages. Of course there are reasons why I’m not getting a job. Why should I make myself suffer working so hard and tiring myself out, just to earning that money? In the end, you try to get advantage by asking me to pay the bills and so called ‘lend’ the money to you. To put it in a nice way, you’re just lending money from me, but actually you’re just taking money from me. Have anyone heard before a student working as a part time worker just to pay all the bills and giving ‘pocket money’ to the parents? Who won’t want to be the parents of this kid? I am the one owning the whole house and using all the phones or are they the one? If I’m the one owning them, them why are you people living my house and using my things? Can't support a family, cannot give what the child want? Then don't even bother to bring us to this world! Stop facking around then. What for study so hard and get stressed out just to let you people be proud of? You’re just me to make people envy of you. Once dumb enough to study hard to get all the awards. Not knowing that you want these awards so that there’s money for you and let you show off in front of your friends and relative. Saying things like, study harder can get better future and can enjoy your life after that. What pretty lies, uh? Then why is it not the others doing it, ‘cause you can’t let them suffer, they are very precious? Damn it. Disgusting words coming out like being the better ones and dote on the most. Just don’t make me puke, okay. You’re even aware of what’s going on with me and what the hell I want. Save all this acting for them, it won’t work for me anymore. I’m just blaming myself for being so facking unlucky with such fate and life. Labels: KESHIA. |