Some parts seems to have a break down since yesterday, can’t function properly. Wanted to repair it, but not sure what is the problem. The feeling: Not angry but disappointed, not the grades or other things but ‘those’ people. The mind: Filled with tons of things that can be solved, but don’t know what should be done to solve it. The heart: Not there for anything. The eyes: Sees nothing but the darkness. The ear: Hears nothing but complains. The thoughts: No one is interested ‘bout it. The effort: Not appreciated but wasted. The heath: Nothing seems to work with it. The people: Uninvited guest barging in and leaving whenever they like, not sparing a thoughts for others. The future: Blank. The life: Meant for nothing. The fairness: Don’t ever dare to think ‘bout it, doesn’t even exist. All the problems are just piling up day by day. Is this really how life should be?

Intend to change everything of my blog, still thinking ‘bout it. Quite troublesome for some people, ‘cause I changed my link quite a few times. No choice, this is the only way to get rid of ‘those’ people. Still thinking… Anyway, also thinking of going there to work, but only if they are short of staff. What if they aren’t? How will the bills end up? Don’t even think of depending on parents.

This is how my fucking life is. Damn my fucked up life. Shit! I'm tired.

Labels: Life.