The only lesson for Marketing I wasn’t paying attention to all the presentations, including the 6th presentation. Attention was distracted mostly by the games, I think. And the only thing I learn today is the product life cycle and the rest are just blanks.

I wonder how stupid this person is when she asked me if I wanna go to the library to borrow book and buy food with her. Unless I lost my memories, there won’t be a day that I will go anywhere with her.

Reached home, take a look at Matthew and carried him before I went for a nap. Feeling sleepy for the whole day! Dreamt about different things within this 2 hours nap, I even dreamt of UFO. Damn stupid! I dream of my granny too! When I dreamt of her, tears will flood my tiny eyes and vision starts to turned blur as memories and regrets starts to flow through my head. In the dream, I asked her a question, she answered and smile very beautifully at me with her eyes looking at me. I told Mum ‘bout it and she said that I missed her too much and will go and pray before the Chinese New Year. That’s very long! Indeed, I really missed her a lot.

She looked after me and lives under the same root for over 10 years. She will cook my favourite dishes for me when I said I wanna eat it. She knows better than my Mum what are the dishes I like and buy whatever I want for me. She always gave me money to spend even though it’s not any special occasion. She went for a heart surgery before and was getting weaker after that. But she still makes the effort to come to my house all the way from Tampines, just to spend the afternoon with us. She knows that during the holiday, I went to stay at my aunt’s house at Bedok. And she asked why I didn’t go to visit her, but I wasn’t aware that she had asked this question before. She was admitted to the hospital after a fall in the early morning. I was still sleep until my Mum called and said I’ve to go to the hospital immediately. And until that day, then I know that she had asked for me to visit her. But everything was too late; I don’t even get to see her before her last breath. I will never have any privileges from her any more; the regrets will stay with me until my death. I love you, Granny!

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